[It hurts, to have their roles so reversed. He knew it was a possibility, but... he can't help but feel awful ever time an Abel protects him rather than the other way around. What a terrible big brother he is - what a terrible person he is.]
[He lifts a hand to rest on Kazuya's arm and just... goes quiet for a bit. He doesn't know what to say to make this any better. He can't make it better. He's already fucked up everything... again.]
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[It hurts, to have their roles so reversed. He knew it was a possibility, but... he can't help but feel awful ever time an Abel protects him rather than the other way around. What a terrible big brother he is - what a terrible person he is.]
[He lifts a hand to rest on Kazuya's arm and just... goes quiet for a bit. He doesn't know what to say to make this any better. He can't make it better. He's already fucked up everything... again.]
I'm... supposed to protect you, you know?