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Date/Time: 2023-09-23 23:25 (UTC)Posted by: [personal profile] belheir
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[Well, he's no longer sore anymore, and his magic reserves have mostly stabilized. Mostly, considering between his big fit out in the desert blowing up the animals and the area (that he wouldn't call a fit), and constantly summoning demons that could heal the refugees, it made sense that he had been running somewhere a little less than empty.

And it's not something he's particularly used to. But again, he's mostly back to baseline.

Not that it doesn't mean he wont drape himself on Naoya as he works like some sort of needy child.
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You need to get the summoning server back up and running here.

[It was so much easier to summon demons from a COMP than to use his own power...]
Date/Time: 2023-09-24 00:44 (UTC)Posted by: [personal profile] belheir
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It's a bit weird being so weak after everything else that happened.

[He says weak, as if he's not still well above average when it comes to a human. Especially when it comes to magical capabilities.

He rests his chin on the top of Naoya's head.
]
Date/Time: 2023-09-24 00:56 (UTC)Posted by: [personal profile] belheir
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[He moves, and because of the weight Kazuya had put on him, his head drops a little faster then he expects.

He gives Naoya a dirty look.
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Normal? [He doesn't know. It's kind of easy to forget how far he's come from being a normal, regular teen.]
Date/Time: 2023-09-24 01:01 (UTC)Posted by: [personal profile] belheir
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Not that weak.

[It feels a bit silly, to ever consider Naoya as weak in any way. Even if it's in comparison to himself as he is now.]

I still rely on you, after all.
Date/Time: 2023-09-24 01:05 (UTC)Posted by: [personal profile] belheir
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There's no way to use the COMP as a computer base?

[It seems like it'd work, but he just doesn't know as much.]

Can't you at least bring back the Compendium or Auction to working order?

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Date/Time: 2024-02-25 17:17 (UTC)Posted by: [personal profile] belheir
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[ On a day like today... Kazuya is far, far from home. If only so he doesn't have to be physically present for Naoya's ire. When he finally works up the nerve to actually open up about something pretty serious... ]

Josh knows I'm the King of Demons, just so you know.

[ No lead up, no hey, how are you doing, nothing.

Surely Naoya will appreciate him not mincing words?
]
Date/Time: 2024-02-25 17:23 (UTC)Posted by: [personal profile] belheir
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[Yeah, Kazuya isn't even surprised. Naoya is awfully free with his own situation.

The next text comes at a terrible delay. Probably about 5-10 minutes.
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I tried to eat him.

I was kind of successful.
Date/Time: 2024-02-25 17:32 (UTC)Posted by: [personal profile] belheir
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You seem to be taking the fact that I tried to eat someone we're both friends with awfully well.

But yeah. Not enough magnetite. I'll be good for awhile as long as I don't do anything crazy, though. He was kind of a full course meal.
Date/Time: 2024-02-25 17:41 (UTC)Posted by: [personal profile] belheir
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I mean, it came pretty close. Not to assimilation, but I think I was honestly just going to eat him, soul and all.

And who exactly would this person we can trust be? You know I'm not exactly keen on having more people involved than necessary, and Joshua is the only other one who knows and is trustworthy.

And I'm not sure how much I really want to try and do that again. Even in a better state of mind.

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Date/Time: 2024-05-28 02:30 (UTC)Posted by: [personal profile] belheir
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[Kazuya has been pacing. Kazuya has been pacing and near irritable for almost an entire month now. And it's something that's gotten worse and worse as time has gone on since the festival. It can't be helped! There's a lot to think about. A lot to go over. And a lot to consider.

He'd never change his decision, that much is true, but he can't help but think of the what if scenarios now. Before he'd only known about his own choice in siding with Naoya, and the choice another him had made wherein he'd become the Messiah.

And now a third one. Neither, a path that would have let him keep his humanity, keep a relatively normal life at the end of things, though he's also been pouring over that too, thinking of the catastrophe's that would undoubtedly happen to the world where the government which had locked them in as sacrificial lambs had control of the demons.

It's not good. It's not pretty either, and he sits on the couch, fingers clenched tight into the fabric of it as dark flames lick up his arms. They're not harming the fabric, so it's clear Kazuya is still retaining some control of his emotions, even if they're running hot at this point.

He'd made the best decision he could have with the information that had been presented to him. But had he missed something? What if there had been a way to resolve everything and still remain himself?

It's thought's like that that have been weighing heavily on his mind, and in a moment of unbridled anger and rage, Kazuya lashes out, swiping everything off the coffee table in front of him in a brutish motion before covering his face again.
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Date/Time: 2024-05-28 02:48 (UTC)Posted by: [personal profile] belheir
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[The reaction is immediate the moment Naoya's hand connects with the top of his head: He's swatted off. Forcefully, and in this moment while Kazuya would like it to hurt, the binds of their contract make that much impossible.

So it's done with enough roughness as he can manage.
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I don't care what you like.
Date/Time: 2024-05-28 17:11 (UTC)Posted by: [personal profile] belheir
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[There's the part of him that wants to yell, to get more upset, to throw things and be destructive because that seems to be one of the few ways he can actually manage to soothe his wayward emotions these days.

But he can't. Not at Naoya.
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Did you know? That other options would have worked out?

[Because... Naoya seems to have a knack to know most things. He'd known that he would have been trapped in Tokyo with Atsuro and Yuzu. He knew that they would survive. These are things Kazuya knows that Naoya knows.

But it also feels unfair, in a way. To lash out at this Naoya, who hadn't technically done anything to him. Hadn't lied or obfuscated things that needed to happen.

It's his Naoya who is the culprit. Who hadn't told him how much he would have needed to lose to achieve what he needed to do.

Then again, the only thing really separating This Naoya and his own Naoya was the choice that he himself made, wasn't it?
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Date/Time: 2024-05-28 17:37 (UTC)Posted by: [personal profile] belheir
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[So he had known. Or at least, that's what it seems like. That Naoya had known of other choices, other paths he could have taken that wouldn't have led to the loss of his humanity.

No, he doesn't want blood on his hands. He never did. That's why despite all the raging and roaring inside of him, he'd resisted that call. The call of how easy and simple it would have been to have just slaughtered everyone in his way. To make a show of his power so forcefully that none would have dare go against him, all while making the Angels realize how futile it was to hide behind humans.

There must be some world now, in which he had done that. There's too many choices, too many butterfly effects now for him to not think about that. How in one world maybe his loss of humanity had been a loss of everything.

How maybe it was right for Yuzu and Midori to have run away, to turn away and not get involved any further. As far as he knows, it had been a literal knifes edge now, separating him from the monster they had been worried he'd become.

The monster he was still capable of being.
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I won't run away from the choice I made, and I won't regret letting you use me as your pawn.

[Just so This Naoya knows.]

But if I had more time, maybe I might have been able to figure something else out. Maybe I could have kept my humanity intact. If you had just told me earlier what was going on...

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